September 9, 2011

So I decided to do this blog to keep track of my journey through this from pre-op to hopefully, in a year from now, a healthier, trimmer ME!!! I cannot begin to describe how excited I am. I know people are all worried for me, but I know, deep down, this is the right track for me. I find myself, daily, wanting to run up to people and tell them my plans. The only thing stopping me is the fear of being arrested for harrassment. I want so badly to have this change my life. I have always been the chubby one, the bigger friend, the "you have such a pretty face" girl. I want to feel as pretty on the outside as I feel on the inside. I want that bubbly glow to shine through, even more than it does now. I want, so desperately to be able to go shopping with friends, and actually be able to shop, not just watch them do it. I love my friends, and they are super supportive, but I don't think, with the exception of one special person, they really understand what it's like to be me. She does, and she knows who she is.She is who I owe so much to, and always will be in debt to. I want to be the girl, just one time in my life, that gets the second look from a guy as I walk by.... here's hoping it happens!! So, kind readers, be prepared. I plan to be brutally honest on here, and tell you all; good, bad & ugly. I am going to post pics often so you can share my journey. It may not always be fun, but I am super committed and again SO EXCITED!!!!